just wanna say
nothing gonna change my love for you..
i will love u forever &
blessing you always...
hope u happy always..

Hmm..long time din update my blog~~
haizz..bad things happened around me..suck life..sad..
but hope u get a nice choice at the end..that 's me...=p
hahaha..
and may god bless u..for my sibling 's girlfriend..
just trust the miracle is depend on you..
i will always blessing to you..
hope you will recover soon..
and will get marry with him ..

stress life..test test, assignment, , presentation ..yuckssss..


hate you so much..
don think that every person must like and love you..
so, stop your fucking actions ..u make me wanna vomit..please!!!!!
=pppppppp

到头来，在乎的只有自己。我连他的一分也比不上。后悔了，就能收回吗？？
没办法，谁叫自己没看清就踏了进去。。
你是第一个，也是最后一个。到现在还要坚持吗??
你从不认真看过我一眼。
受伤害的只有我。
明知是不可能的。。
但是感情只有增加的趋势。。
多少的夜里，都希望梦里有你。
想念我们一起相处的日子。。
是我最难忘的回忆。。
多久没碰面了？？
难以启齿是我对你的表达方式。
不是不想和你说话。。
是因为紧张的关系。。
很懊恼，也很气我自己无用。。
想要从你身上要的不多，
只希望你有一秒是有想起我。
那。。已经足够了。。
可有那样的一天？？

HuHu..long time dint update my blog ~~
recently busy for my exam..
felt so stress , duper stress..
stress about what??-everything..
haizz..this called life..pity so much~~
my leg unstoppable pained these few days..T.T
haizz..why hvnt recover ler??,..Damn pain..shit it..
But the most i want is_$$$$$$$$...haha..;D..
how can earn more money ler??
hahaha.mature pls..hehehe..

2day is my birthday~~
haha..celebrated it wif my dear sis xiang2.
n my college friends, ah fung& jia wen~~
we went to kk box sing k~~
haha..long time dint sing gao gao oredi~~
some high vocal cnt reached it~~too bad~~==
really cham~~><
ahaha..anyway also had a nice day~~
thanks for my sis be my driver that day~~hahaha..=p
and sam ba for almost 3 hours at YOYO..
P:S..actually i 'm social one d lor..unstoppable talking~~wakaka..
but also got some disappointed because some of the friends cant celebrated together with me..
haha..but nvm oso, i got recieved their bleesing and appreciated with it so much~~
so touched~~my dear sis still remember my birthday~~^^
hope can keep in touch forever~~
ah lun, ah kuku, sing2, ying2, i hvnt listen all of yr guys singing..
must have a time we sing together..
i 'm await for it~~hahaha..
start study~~yooooo!!!

Next wednesday is my birthday~~hahaha..
first at all happy birthday to myself ..
hahaha..damn happy because you are the first one that said happy birthday to me~~^^
this year unlucky because nearly exam ..T.T
All oso din got mood to celebrate..included me~~
the word that in my mind oni: Study !!!!!
No more "R' in this sem again~~
what can that others can do i also can do it..
not because i'm confident..i 'm hardworking!!..
one of my friend said even u hardworking but if u dint have talent for study..
it also useless..
i not agree with that..
not everyone is stupid since you birth~~
if u hardworking..then u will success, just depend yourself want to do it or not~~REALLY
Hate the people that lin c one just because they are TOP~~
somedays i will exceed all of u~~
just wait and see it..=p

went 1B with mian2 yesterday..
huhu~~that pc fair really many peoples~
almost wanna die already..
reason is got many smelly peoples near with me~~==
haha..we go to ate MCD..but din got GCB already..SAD..
damn fulled~~hehehe..
then we had a nice movie: SALT..hahahaha...
but the most disappointed was that lok lok dint opened..haizzzz..
had a nice day~~thanks my sis..mian2 so muchies...

love this pic so muchies~~but me look so fat..><

sometime i really envy others who pro in present..
i hate myself..really useless..
even though i used all the nite to memories it but since my turns come out to present..
my brain was blank and cnt thinking at the time..
really shit about it..
i know i am stupid if compare with others..
maybe other people only used 1 days to do their revision..
but i need more than 3 days..
so what..it cnt be changed oredi..
what can i do is just put more effort ...
besides that, what can i do~~

一开始，是自己坚持。。
到后来才发现，在乎的只有自己。
你已遗忘这一切。
比想像中的还要伤。。
还要继续下去吗？？
明知道是不可能闖进你的心房。。
仍渴望发现一扇窗。。
就算遍体鳞伤。。
也试着去寻找。。
也许到最后。。
结果会变的不一样。。
也许会有我的位置。。
就算是微不足道。。
也心满意足。。

Isit true or wrong??
Never think about it..
Many times is lost control..
i break my promise~~
unlimited times for it~~
just because is you~~
regret?? maybe ...
always emo ..
always angry..
many always..
is not like myself again~~

stress again~~
recently feel stress ~
so many things~
haizzz..
become emo girls again~~
sometime really hope the time wont pass..
haha..impossible lar~~
so miss my still child's time..><..
so freedom, no need study..
what i really need now is you~~
my confident!!!
where are you ar?? please come out..haizzzzz..

brazil lose jor~~~
walao..really unexpected result..
haizz..suport argentina now~~OMG!!
next week will have a test for law..
i hvnt start do revision yet..><..
cham lor..how read it in this few days..
what i learn from law is just 1 word:sue..
ahahahha..:p
erm..2moro start it..yoo~~
gambateh kudasai..^^
long time ago 's pic:p

is time for sure~~
from now on, i will list you as my friend~XD
i think this time i can do it~
because this is the most idea for you and me~~
haha..finally ..
yes!!! closed heart now~~
study !! study !! and study!!
huhu~~enjoy it so much~~
i love myself~~wakakakaka..

erm..recently got 1 cousin (ying2)& 1 friend(xing2) go to study lor..
so regret i din take photo with my cousin..><..
after 4 years then she will back here..
astaga~~~lstill got long time~~
haizz..i will gonna miss u ..
maybe more two months , my another cousin also went to U.K continue her studies..
haizz..say another bye bye again~~
haha..luckily i got take photo with this friend..hehehe..
can keep as memory..
haha,hope u all the best in study and always happy..XD
gud luck..:D

just because your one sentence..
you make me became moody at the whole night..
sometime..i really dont want care you anymore..
but i known it is so hard for me..
you never know about it..
just saw a article.....
it say..when you fell in love with a person that you never have chance together..
please appreciate the moment that stay together..
really touched my heart..
ya..if never got chance, then appreciate it ..
and just as a sweet memory..
just like you and me~~

2nite out watched football match with my dearest friend xiang2 & ahlun~~
actually my mood was very high because i waited for this match already 2 weeks..=)
is brazil vs portugal ..hahaha..:p
my most likely team..XD
what i get finally was disappointed only..==
sooooo lan c..
the result was 0-0..
lol..how come like that?????really angry and no mood after that..
haizzz.....==...
reallyyyy unexpected result ..
i think most of the people also think like that..
shout out loud!!!!
arggggghhhh...lan c lan c lan c,,
you are the last champion lor..ok???
give more effort bah..><
dont want have the same feeling for your next matches....
gambateh ,,brazil...
you are the best!!!!

mc donald,kfc,pizza, burger king,har mee, lok lok, aiya..,many many..
damn hungry lar..
ishhhh...
just can drink water oni..
hizz..midnight cnt eat foods anymore..
will become very very fat..><
why??
if i'm slim meh good lor..
i want eat foods until i vomit..
hahahaha..so waste..
ngek ~~ngek~~
lol..hungry hungry..
diet~~diet~~
just drink water lar..water oso nice geh..
food arr..i need you so much~~

when you are belong to me,
i wont like you talk with other girls.
when you are belong to me,
i wont like you look for other girls.
when you are belong to me,
i wont like your phone have other girls's contact num.
when you are belong to me,
i wont like you always called other girls "darling,"honey","sweet heart".....
when you are belong to me,
i wont like you hug other girls.
when you are belong to me,
i wont like you hang out with other girls..
din i small gas??
no!! just because i care you~~
but when you are belong to me??

not to lover..

i hope i can give u a hug...
i hope i can give u a kiss..
i hope i can hold your hand..
i hope everything so much that can be come true..
but it is impossible for me..
even long time ago i still miss u..
u are always in my mind and heart ..
u are the most people that i respect and admire~~
it wont changed until how many century~~
u r the best one..my lovely dear~~
u know i 'm missing u everytime every second~~
what can i do is just study hard because this is my promise to you~~
i wont forget about it~~
sure~~

moody day~~
since started this sem,
feel more stress and hard to study..
many problems need to meet.
isit that mean want become adult~~sigh..
social,money,friendship,assignment,test,ermm.love???
i think the big problem is study lor..ngek ngek~~
because dint got talent about study..
easily forgot what i study just now..==
i don want become like that lar..
I ALSO WANT BECOME A TOP STUDENT!!(P S:eii,,2nite dreaming lar)
lol..i wont give up even though i 'm stupid ~~
if other people can do that, me also can..y not..both also people..
maybe what contains in the brain is not same only
so what~~
i don think i cnt do it~~
this world is justice one~~
god will treat everyone like his child~~
i believe me also included..
yohoor..^^
so dont give up everything just because meet a liitle problem only~~
you still got other things maybe u hvnt know about it..
just believe it and trust yourself
everyone can do it just based on your own~~

next time don want add people at facebook anymore~~
celaka betul~~
why got this type of people oo..==
"my facebook just add my friends only"..
so what?? delete lar!!!!
damn it..
make me angry only~~
shit!!!
hmmmm!!!!

Moody moody moody~~
very down down mood~~
arhhhh~~break down!!!!
shit..damn it~~
confusing ~~stress~~
120%+++++
==,==,==,==
T.T
you know about it??
When , How , Why..
suck this ..
WTF!!!

today go gai gai with my dear sis xiao wen,opss..happened some lap thing,my sis nyaris fall down..shocked me><..ngek ngek..also meet my college 's friends,lilian,jia wen and wei ting(oredi transfer to ATI one}in 4 times,so weired .,isit this called destiny??haha
finally i found it, haiz....wan cute and price also ok one reli hard to find..lol..hehe..shin chan..i got you~~duper happy~~^^

全世界只有你不懂 我爱你
我给的不只是好朋友而已
每个欲言又止浅浅 笑容里
难道你没发现我 渴望讯息
我应该如何让你知道 我爱你.....

without you..i 'm nothing.
pity ...
hard..
sadness..
deeply hurted..
do you know i care u ??

birthday plan~~

Huhu~~diet diet diet ~~
i want keep fit in 2 months..hahaha..because my birthday want coming lur..(still got 2 months lah)
how to celebrate my birthday??
huhu..i already think a good plan that is save money and everyone also can enjoy that night..:p
actually i dont hope my friends give me present or what because all of them are students..
i don wan them waste too much money..haha..can together celebrate and pass that day already enough for me..but one of my friend say must have cake for me..haha..
thank you oo~~xiang~~muakzzz..^^
ermm.actually i don like many people..haha..so if anyone you want join just join it , if don want then nevermind lah..hehe..

2day i 4low my friend d car,but when on the way, we had happened some accident..err..my friend's car was lost control.i mean the brek, and the engine cnt start and we stuck at the road..huhu~~nyaris nyaris wan langgar the car behind us..~~><...butluckilygod is depend us ..haha..got a kind uncle( i think is uncle gua..) helped us..but we 4got his car's num,so we don hav idea to thanks him , and also his wife~~^^..but anyway,thanks the god's blessing..n oso my d..hehe..
huhu~~i bought a cola..that was only RM0.90..(actually is RM 1.80 like tat)HAHAHAHA....because the shop sticked a wrong price .and tat ppl also ngong ngong..haha.. drink a cola and calmdown my heart ...hehe
traffic jam...duper duper duper jam~~~~><..
we stuck at the highway for 1 hour ...
my friend and me lost control and shout thr ..lap...spoiled image lur~~
raining lagi...==
haizz~~
luckily can bek hum..hehe..

lose war

huhu~~sick jor oo..>,
pity~~
wanna die oo..so pain my head..aisksss..
eat liao panadol oso not effect..==
haiz~~slip whole day~~
someone cn help me mah??
pk with virus..hahaha..
gv u reward
hahaha..

承认吧~
其实是你~~
是时候面对了~~
其实并不是他~
你的身影不曾离去~
无时无刻的浮现着~
挣扎是没用的~
逃避不是最后的选择~懂吗？？

huhu~~tis few days alway fast food !! fast food and oso fast food..><
finally meh sick jor o..
haizz....headache lah...pity oo..><
fever lagi..aikssss..
fast fast recover ye...
panadol ...water..100 plus..ermmm..

Starting my holiday now..
emm..but actually so sien..
Because also nothing can do..=.=
2moro will overnight at tanjung aru 's beach hotel..><.haha..
Aiya, that mean cnt yam cha with Ay Mey lor...==
Hiaz..lost a chance meet with her ler..T.T
ay mey ya..dont amgry with this ar..hehe..=)
huhu..i will get my laptop soon..hahaha..
ohh.dear, how long i wait u ..haha.."baby come back to me.."huhu..
muakz muakzz..this time i will syiak you and wont broke you again..
‘i cant live if living is without you .."^^..

LAN C..==

WHY GOT THIS TYPE OF SERVICE IN THIS WORLD ???

BETTER U DONT OPEN SHOP LAH..

CELAKA BETUL..DAMN U!!

FUCKING SHOP!!!!!!!

LAN C PEOPLE..

HMM~~I WONT ENTER YOUR SHOP AGAIN UNTIL I DEAD THAT DAY..

DAMN U~~

I WAN BUY YOUR SHOP WHEN I RICH IN FUTURE ,AND GOREN SOTONG ALL OF U..

THEN HIRE MY FRIENDS ...HAHAHA..

CELAKA COMPUTER SHOP..==

Last nite out dinner with my friends~~~wow..my friend quarrel with her bf..really shocked me..==..Until now i also unbelievable how come my friends will become like that..because she always treat everyone very good..."This 's true..i don lie.."..But when in love...she become ..ermmm..how to say leh..a bit scary neh~~~hehe..Haiz..this is the magic of the power,will changes person's personality...><....I hope that they can long lasting forever..haha..truthly~~^^

Last sunday out with mian2..hehe..We had a lunch at upperstar..XD..Yummy ~~that thai chicken really tasty~~hehe..but i think he had counted a wrong price lor..how cum ice lemon tea only RM 1.80~~HAHA...HEHE..good also lah.. can save money ..

Actually nite want go out with my cousin yam cha one..but my friend put airplane to me..ok lar..next time lah..

haizz..headache leh~~isit eat too many spicy foods...ermmm~~~panadol again~~..damn it..

k.k life sien also..always yam cha, yam cha.. and also yam cha again..any else ??==..such a boring life~~haizzzzzzzz.......

Yesterday nite go out wif xiang2 n mian2..hahaha..Finally wathched IP Man 2 ..yoyo..Donnie Yen really so so yao ying oo..XD..and also Huang Xiao Ming^^..After that, we go " The Cross" yam cha together..there got many friends of us..ahlun lah, ah kuku, xiao en.ah fooong fooong and xiao ying ..haha..actually is funny too all friends worked together..I also hope too..><.Because can sam ba together when free..^^
HEHE..We also got done something that crazy and childish ..haha..Ermm..my heart beating non stop ..haha..actually all of us also lah..hehe..
From xiang there i got heard about his news..hehe..so damn damn happy ..I also went to go there after i graduated..=)..From now on, i need to study hard so that we can meet at there..u know ,that place is really small bah.haha..sure we can meet ..Yeah~~
I belive that destiny between us is strong since we know each other..^^
Here i come~~~

ZZZZ...

Raining..

Thunder..

WOW ~~~

Wat a bad weather ..

affected me become moody..

hmmmm...

SPEECHLESS...

BAD MOOD AGAIN..HAIZ~~~

So fast!!!

Year 2 oredi, i will become senoir~~

Emm,,nid to put more effort..

But i wont gv up my favourite activities~~

YAM CHA, SING K,SHOPPING,AND SO ON..

HAHAHA!!!

But mean tat u wan graduated ..

T.T...

I believe tat if is destiny,

we will meet again..

trust me~~

开始变的不像自己,

思念就像是一种无药可医的病,

只会越陷越深.

爱要如何收的回..

明知不该去想,

偏又想到迷惘,

是谁让我心酸,

是谁让我牵挂,

是你呀~~

是没有结果,

没有结局,

为何还要放纵自己??

骈体嶙伤又有谁晓得..

Give up???

Everything is meaningless..is time to give up??..truthly, i donno ..spend a lot of time to you.nothing can receive, just only pity and sad.Missing someone is hard. loving someone also hard, wat can i have to do now?? everytime saw u...in front of me... always nothing happen between us..i hope one day can happening some tat can be a unforgotten memory between us tat as a sweet memory , but i think this only my dream...

w.t.f friendship!!!

有时会想到，这世界根本没有所谓的友情，也许你会发现你的好朋友也许会做一些在陷害你的事情，却可以在你的面前假装若无其事，觉得自己很笨为什么到现在才发现。有人问我，如果有一天，这种人还想跟你做回朋友，你的答案是什么？？那就是不可能。为什么？不觉得可惜吗??毕竟也有好几年了。就是因为这么多年了。才知道原来人家根本不曾是朋友。为什么还要浪费时间呢？？